feel the happiest ive been in so long,

but this emotion wasnt created by the person i thought it should be by.

i want it all back!

i was going through all my old photos and i found this one. it's about 4 years old. i've decided i want my hair back like this. exactly like this. yes :)

and maybe i want to be that tanned again too.

just a thought, maybe i take you for granted some times.
i'm sorry.

natures beauty.

panoramics.

loch ard gorge.
so peaceful, yet so destructive.

dunny rolls

so much preparation into a single photograph! Yesterday it took me an entire 3 and a half hours to do the back ground and model for this photogrpah, plus a 30 minute walk to iga to buy more toilet paper. 12.5 rolls of dunny paper i went through! such a waste, i am sorry environment! and after all that i spent only half an hour on the shoot. ironic huh? but on the rbight side, in the end the end the model looked beautiful, a tad itchy from the paint but you get that i spose (thanks Tarj)

its wonderful how its this late at night and i should be fast asleep but i feel like i have more 'important' things to do like watch sbs chinese news and be on this?

vce. sat 3. uhhhh kill me.

the prac, plus the threory together is making me feel like im going to have a stress break down. so my theme being "oddity" i chose a hosptital room for my first set. it worked its purpose but lighting wise, its was freaking horrible. i had one window and yellow ceiling lights. so the photoshop process took me days! the props were a bonus, i got to use drips and fake blood, fake hands, gowns, beds, dolls and monitors. but i went very simple.

although we had some fun with the hospital testing dummies :)

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maybe i take for granted the time we spend together.
maybe i waste so much i could exceed beyond emotions.

sex sells

im in love with this photographer Lisa Boyle at the present. her work is absolutly amazing. And rather sexy. Wish i had models like this.

zoom zoom.

i am lacking inspiration, so much of it. although i am quit fond of the new Mazda CX 7 commercial on telly. gives me a few ideas. but not enough, help.

Cat.

so i recently became a mother. of a kitten. i named her Peaches after the singer, because shes got such attitude justy like the kitten. but she got stuck with the name Cat. because no body liked the name Peaches :S

i never thought one walking furball could make so much happiness. i believe that everyone whjo is caught frowning should be given a kitten so they smile.

yes good idea.

KITTEN CHARITY CASE.